haha. can you believe it? i cant believe it :) was a very last minute decision, considering how bad my eye allergy always becomes with contacts, considering the lifetime reliance i would have on the eyedrops whcih cost $25 monthsly, i decided to enquire about lasik two weeks ago. :) was asked to stay off my contacts for 2 weeks which was totally torturing. dont even remind me how ugly i look with my specs on. zzzzzzzz.

but it all paid off! :) i went for the suitability check yesterday and everything was good :) im suitable! so happy that i dont know how to explain it! :D although yesterday's tests and eyedrops made me lao hao yan now, i still am super happy that it doesnt seem to affect me :D haha. erm. ya, i cant see anything closer than 30cm because its all blurrrrrr.

seems too good to be true! my blind as a bat days, the eye allergies, the waking up in the morning and not being able to see a single thing days :D its gonna be over! :D

the bad news is, i am so freaking god dam broke. because my eyes are really so freaking important, and its so so allery prone, i decided to not even consider lasik at NUH or anywhere else, but chose my familiar eye doctor, who charges $6k for both eyes. but im hoping that everything goes smoothly, and the amount spent is worth it :D

wish me luck! :)

living in wonderland` 11:17

♥ happy 16th baby ong ♥

received a super sweet surprise today! :) supposed to help ys at fright night, but he din reply me and i dinnoe where/when to go, i decided not to go. ard 7pm, baby suddenly appeared at my door! he cabbed down after work to surprise me! :) and i was presented with a mini hamper! :) guess what was inside? :)



tadaaaa! :D


apollo strawberry biscuits
kitkat fingers
kinder bueno
oreo cookies
strepsils
a full box of "i♥u" candies
torch light
tiger balm
wet facial wipes
and my 16th present, a pretty pair of earrings! :D

:D very simple stuff, but it was all i needed if i stayed through fright night. and baby knows how much i like these type of accessories yet never ever buy them cos they are too pricey. so he went to the shop i once showed him and bot me this cute pair of earrings!




just when i thought nothing could be sweeter, another surprise came along! :D

i was searching high and low for sth when i discovered a secret hidden present! :) it was meant to be discovered on at 12am, as part 2 of my surprise :D but oops, i discovered the secret early! another of my fav! a super pretty bracelet with very adorable charms :D



thank you bong. appreciate it so much. especially that you just started work, and have not really adjusted to your new lifestyle. :) thank you for still being my bong :) thank you for being my pillar of support no matter how busy you are :)

living in wonderland` 01:33

recently, i realised something very important.

it does not matter how much you can do.
neither does it matter how much you are willing to do.
to learn, help, or care.
what matters most,
is your ability to act.

some people like to act dumb or weak.
"i dont know. i really dont"
and watch as some idiots willingly do every darn thing for that person as if he/she was handicapped/retarded.

some others love to act as if every dam thing you do is all for others' wellbeing.
OH YES. every bit you do, is a sacrifice for the good of others.
please dont act like you're mother theresa unless you genuinely have that attitude and heart.
its an insult to truly kind people.
but still. these people infiltrate our lives.
even if their sole aim was just to benefit THEMSELVES,
they make it sound like it was all for other's good.
WOW. HOW COOL.
now everyone thinks you're an angel.

lastly, learn to say things EARLY. the first mover advantage.
as long as you tell someone something is wrong, and ask the person to do it,
you SOUND like you have foresight and can see things before others.
even if while you were acting boss,
others were already evaluating the situation and finding the best solution.
it doesnt matter. what matters is,
be the first person who says "SOMETHING NEEDS TO BE DONE. DO IT"
then you are the boss.

i hate these type of people. yet too bad. this is the real world.

living in wonderland` 22:56