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woah. have been in a foul mood today and yet my firefox REFUSES to allow me to blog. i cant even blog to vent my frustrations. haha. but clever me tried using internet explorer. and it works! i realise that firefox is getting lousier.

anws. today darling went to primary one. haha. ok. it was his first day of work. i dont actually remember myself being so mentally weak. walao. just freaking bad mood. even start falling sick out of no where. i think im crazy.

its this feeling of being a burden. while he works, im sleeping, when im awake, im all energetic, i have lots of things to tell him, yet he may be too tired for those knitty gritty things after a day of work. its just the first day. i guess im totally not used to it. i just feel so good for nothing. it actually reminds me of the PA period. the last week when i was still working, and darling went to thailand for his cheer training. it just felt so empty. no matter how fulfilling my day was, i could just sit and cry. haha. i think i got malfunctional tear ducts.

i dont rmb crying so much for such a stupid matter before. i think everyone around me should be happier! qt a few of my friends are having random r/s problems and issues. so we're kinda just sharing our problems, in the process injecting the emo-ness into each other. haha. we must be stronger! :) lets all be happier! :)

i actually have so many things i want to do before i start working too. really. but i just dont have the mood to start. wells. i dont even have the mood to continue with my blogshop. zzzz. 1 week back, i was eager to take photos for the collection, yet now half is done, and i dont even have the mood to arrange the collages and all.

whats wrong. i want to snap out of this now.

anws, i was surfing youtube, and i chanced upon michelle phan's makeup and beauty videos. go check out her different looks for different occasions. actually i honestly dont find her pretty at all, yet after making up, she can look gorgeous in some of her videos. i quite like her eye makeup looks and i find her very detailed in her narrations. haha. suitable for people like me who knows nuts about makeup :) she has her own skincare product line and she's only 21. omgomg. i think she studied art in university in us and is working on her own men and women fashion line. she's super cool rite. haha.

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