im going to taiwan LATER! haha. my flight is in 5 hours! im excited, nervous, uneasy and SLEEPY.

why sleepY? cos i 失眠 last night loh. just cant get to slp sleep till 5.30am. and wow! amazing! for the past few days of holidays, i nv woke up earlier than 12pm unwillingly. but guess what? i woke up at 8.30am and i just could not get back to sleep.

while im so excited about going to taiwan, beneath the excitement im actually quite worried and uneasy. i guess it again boils down to my character, i worry too much. all the wild thoughts, uneasiness starts settling in :(

with the SWINE flu, the sandstorm, the banning of geese from taiwan because its unsafe for consumption, it seems like quite a bad time? just need to be super extra careful.

and in the midst of my enjoyment, im afraid im enjoying at the expense of others. i hope mama wun be too sad. i hope everyone will be just fine when im away. :) as much as i pray for my trip to be smooth, safe and happy, i pray for my family to be just as safe and happy until i come back :)

living in wonderland` 09:25

:) i realised i have nothing much to blog about. it has been boring for me. super. hmm. but at least im going to taiwan next week :) thats something to look forward to. yet there are so many things bugging at me to do.

1. SETTLE OUR TAIWAN ACCOMODATION (dam freaking late alr)
   
2. apply for ibanking (so i can handle my shop when im in tw)
   
3. reapply for my passbook (i lost it. i cant believe it)
   
4. evacuate from my hall room (which is so packed. faints.)
   
5. pack my wardrobe to make space for more clothes (from hall & future formal wear)
6. pack my shoe rack
   
7. take photos for my collection 2 (i want to launch it b4 i go tw!)
   
8. on going rapid checking of emails and tags in case i have new customers.

zzzzzzz. im actually feeling very busy. haha. i cant stand it. i want to watch my showsss. i want to read my book. i want to go kbox..

living in wonderland` 13:56

i finally set up my blogshop!! :) go and see!! haha.

living in wonderland` 04:47

my exams are officially over. my core papers was manageable. at least i know for sure it will be a passing grade. haha.

i wish i can be exclaiming that I HAVE GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!! but sadly, at the back of my mind, i keep getting bugged by the fact that my BS802 elective (bio in pop media) was so freaking difficult. what if. just what if i end up having half a sem more? zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

it was so freaking ridiculous. initially, the lecturere said MCQ. then she said maybe there will be 2 answers per qn, so shade BOTH. on the exam day, they announced that it can be all FIVE choices correct. walao. what is the possibility of getting a question correct? and the worth part was the questions were rather judgemental. and the english sucks. please lar. for goodness sake. if you cant even express your thoughts well. dont come out with so DUMB questions la. how do you judge if an answer is correct if you are not sure in what context the question is referring to? its like.. something correct in a context may not be correct in another..

LAME. this is the worst module i've taken in my 3 years in ntu. noone should ever take it again. this teacher bo liao one. everyone say ez, score too well she want to make her ppr so hard. good for you. hope everyone does dam badly to prove to you that your teaching AND paper setting skills SUCK TO THE MAX.



but for now, i wanna enjoy first. im starting work on 17 august. so i better enjoy! haha. wheee :D im going to taiwan in less than 2 weeks! excited!

living in wonderland` 15:40

handsome suit was a nice movie. lighthearted and yet quite sad. haha. its kind of cliche to say that looks dont matter at all. and thus in the show they really make the male lead so ke lian. haha. everything goes wrong because he is ugly.

this girl is so super pretty. haha. she's the female lead in handsome suit. think she looks like 许玮伦, 宋惠乔 and 賈靜雯. haha. all combined into one.

living in wonderland` 02:11

i remember someone once loved this song alot :) this is my karma.

theres an endless pit in front.
you know you're just gonna keep falling.
there is no end to it.
why would you still jump in and let yourself fall?
no one's gonna save you.
if you choose to jump in, you're gonna fall all on your own.
and it was your choice.
who else is there to blame?

sometimes i just wish that i can be happy always. why is it so difficult.

living in wonderland` 17:00

i cant remember how many times, i expected something to happen, yet i tell myself, it wont be. there is no need to be bothered by something that may just not happen. and i allow myself to feel so super happy.

but its always the same. it always turns out that the gut feeling is right. and then it just feels so totally disappointing.

im never ever gonna think that way anymore. never gonna to pretend things will just turn out to be pretty and nice. cos its not. maybe after the exams its time for everything to pass. actually i agree. you seem to have changed.

living in wonderland` 17:31

exams always make me feel like going on shopping sprees!

im so addicted to victoria secrets. feel like buying everything. i hope i can win the bid for the purple beauty tote in satin on ebay!! its only bidding for SGD8! yayy :) i love vs, and i love satin. so i'll love the bag. haha.

















bought this pink logo tote. i totally love it. haha. its part of a trio collection.


























ohh. have been planning for our taiwan trip after exams. yayy :) we're going for a holiday again! heehee. hopefully we can stay highclass nicenice hotel/minsu for cheap cheap!! some taiwan minsu's are really cheap at SGD 60 per night.. and the decorations of the rooms are wonderful.

















uhoh. the 311 exam casestudy is out. im freaking scared. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i should get back to mugging.

living in wonderland` 23:08

:) last thurs me and dada went out scouting for nice couple rings. tadaa...ringring!


























then we cooked dinner in hall. doesnt it look yummy? bong's stir fried chicken with leek is super duper uber nice. heehee. *drools*




















:) we lurve holidates!!!! we want more! haha.

















as the exams near. im starting to feel so nervous. i still have a report i haven done and i have 3 papers BACK TO BACK. haha. im dam scared for my bio in pop media. its not as easy as everyone said it would be. and the crazy teacher said its gonna be more challenging with her new inputs this year. she and her great idea. im so dead. why did i even choose that subject when i dont have ANY bio background :( stupid.

ilu bong :) thanks for being so sweet most of the time :P muacks*

living in wonderland` 19:02

:) its just 12 days to exams. and im starting to feel scared. serious. but too bad cos i still have one presentation and a report to complete by next week.

i already know what things are like. serious. but sometimes i find it so hard to rationalize some people's actions. is there a need to do certain actions just to prove how nice you are? if you're nice, people just know that you're nice. because they can feel the sincerity in your normal words or actions. somethings dont have to be that deliberate.

have been having a dam bad headache since the crazy cab ride back home just now. this prove that during evening times, just take the mrt. getting stuck in traffic jams waste your time, money and basically makes you carsick.

tml will be a good day, i hope :)

living in wonderland` 22:45

its right that we tend to overlook what we have around us, and take it forgranted until we no longer have it.

living in wonderland` 00:59