im sick of this.

fuck

living in wonderland` 17:22

i love my family. my cute daddy, my sweet sister and amazing mamama :)

i cant explain how much i appreciate my mom. for being so understanding (at least most of the times). regardless, she always thinks in the best interests of me and jiejie, what we want, what we need, and not what she needs or prefers. unless its really hard for her to compromise. its very 奇妙 how mothers so unconditionally do all they can to make their kids happier or better off. we may resent, complain or argue, but ultimately, sometime in the future, im sure we will understand :)

now is one of those times where i sit down thinking about all the sweet things in life. im glad i have my family :) and im glad i have you.

on a side note. i need to start studying. its week 3 and im lagging behind. because of my new found motivation, im so looking forward to graduating :) i must must must study super hard. after all, this is the last chance im gonna have to mug mug mug!

pui, if you're still upset, cheer up ok? :) ur smile is captivating :P cause you're so 善良 and understanding, im sure no matter what happens, ur friends do know that you dont mean anything in the bad way :) love you. cheer up ok.

living in wonderland` 03:27

living in wonderland` 20:20

i knew i should not have expected. yet i still hoped.

now i wished i hadnt.its different. what u claim it is. and what u make me feel it is. ironic. how ultimately, nth is enough to diminish it.

living in wonderland` 23:12

heehee. im so excited about our picnic on sunday! :) i'll be preparing the food for our picnic. i hope everything turns out yummy!

im happy. its not mood swings. its just that being sad wont solve anything :) the more i think, the worse i make things seem. thanks for cheering me up :)

i just wanna say, i have the bestest boybaby in the universe :)

living in wonderland` 02:04

cheer me up. clear this cloud of sadness around me. its drowning me :(

i feel like im crazy. many many many many small things have snowballed. its not any particular thing. but i just feel so stretched that i cant really tolerate anything at all anymore.

or maybe. just maybe im sick of pretending.

im losing control. and i hate it.

where are uuuuuuuuu :(

living in wonderland` 22:25

yay :) happy new year everyone! may this year be just as blessed as the last! :)

i didnt go for any countdown parties :) but i loved my new year's eve cos i had everyone i love most right next to me :) feeling contented :)

living in wonderland` 00:52