=) had a really good day yesterday. haha. woke up at 3+pm feeling super happy cos i was going to meet my boyboy after his performance! i have a new pair of nike shoes! yeah. so happy. haha. i tink its super nice! yeahh. love my bee. den we went to watch mama mia! =) yeahh super nice. the songs were super nice, and they were sang well, the show was also qt funny, and the company was the best i could ever get. so it was really very nice =) heeee. everyone shd go n watch it!

oh and the japanese movie Boys over Flowers or sth really sucks. dont watch it! hahaha. kenna conned. so super boring, plot was brainless and ridiculous, and the main characters were really not good looking. i seriously din see anything abt that movie that's worth watching at all! dont go n watch!!

me and the boyboy. =)




















im the most xingfu girl in the world. =)

living in wonderland` 14:19

living in wonderland` 23:11

:) haven seen clare for a super long time. so happy to see her today :) in fact i tink we haven met up for such a long time tt i almost didnt noe wad to say at all. but im glad she came. i hope she can come to my party! hahaha. if nothing goes wrong.

okie. anw i've decided to have my bday party at homeee =) im kinda excited but worried. hmmm. we'll see how it goes =) i haven tot of a theme yet! but i will be starting to ask pp to come already. haha. book my dear friends in advance.

kill those who dunwan to come.. =P haha. okie kidding. i tink i scared clare when i said that today. too long nv meet i suddenly so fierce ltr she cry =P haha. kidding. anw. den went to kbox! =) but it wasnt tt good. my voice has been quite cham since i last fell sick like 2 mths ago? haven recover leiii =( dun like.

hmmm. i dont like people to who act like they know me very well. or people who do certain weird things for no valid reason i can think of. i cant help but doubt, maybe you're really that fake/scheming.

living in wonderland` 23:48

i have a piece of good news to share :) me and sy decided to be tgt!!! :) i got a new darling! hahaha. =PpP since last time when we stayed in 43 i alr knew that she's the one and only bestest best darling le! =P

wheee. yima brot 3 super cute puppies to ahma's house. super small n cute :) yima kp scolding this esp fat puppy for snatching the oni girl girl's food. so although the 3 puppies alwx super glue, the other 2 cld sense yima was scolding, so they ran to hide and pangseh fatty who gt scolded ALONE. and when yima finally sayang fatty, the other 2 ran back to play w fatty. cos they noe danger time is over. LOL. so cowardly la.. but dam adorable. so street smart.

and cos yima qt bias against fatty, b4 she left, mamama warned her "dun b so bad to fatty la. else nxt time u'll regret!". yima replied "ok la. i nv bully fatty la. i oni bully the ugly one..."

-.-''' duhz. isnt it the same. she jus dont get the point!!!!!! dont bully ANY of them laaa :( fight for puppy equality! :( poor puppy.

as usual xinxin n binbin was so super cute :) and it was xinxin's bday today. hee. they had SO MANY presents. haha so xingfu loh. nowadays kids hor... good life!

tml is daddy's bday. its gonna be another happy day :) i love my friends. im a happy girl.

:) i decided to be happy. and so im feeling very happy today :)

living in wonderland` 23:58

feeling so super free today. so i shall blog! hmmm the coming week is term break alr. bt act im feelin super sian. its supp to be a BREAK leh. i still have lesson on fri summore.. more sian cos someone is busy till wed.. but nvm cos im very independant =)

mama changed my line to singtel without telling me on thurs. i was alr super upset without this stupid thing happening. i just wanted to sms sy sth but it cldnt send thru. den i realised my line was cut. omg. exploded. after tt me and dada went to kbox at midnight! =) made me feel much happier. haha. yayyy. =) after kbox, i was hungry, so we finally decided to cook. clever me cooked pancakes and scrambled eggs for my dear.

it was nice rite! =) say yes. haha. by default the ans is yes. dun care. =)

yest evening i went to meet the st nicks pp at ps. haha. oops =P i tink i was 2 hours late? =P we went to have dinner den catch up abit. nothing much. but jus suddenly realised that some pp have been missing for super long =( got so busy or not....... mean pigs. and we forgot to tk photos. =( jac ur prediction is true laa. but nvm =) u dun organise i organise ok! hahaha. wun be that bad de.. trust me! hahaha. ok i noe u dont. not convincing.

haii. i've been thinking. shd i have a bday party????? i cant decide =(

im feeling so super moody that if she's gg to continue to niam me, im gonna cry.

i dont know if u truly understand y i've been so moody thru this entire week. its been 5 mths. bt i almost dont rmb any instance we spent a day out tgt without u having training or me having to rush home. i dont know if u feel so, bt times spent in hall is jus different frm gaigai-ing. even so, its ok cos i noe u cant help it.

i stupidly tot its finally term break, u'd be more free and we can have a day to play. bt i guess not. i reli felt dam stupid when u said u haf training camp. it shd haf occured to me u'd haf more more more trainings since cheer alwx take up most of ur time. term break wldnt be an exception. thou u alwx tell me u nv put cheer b4 me, i duno if u realised, no matter what, its alwx ur top priority. unless sth drastic happens.

i alwx say u dun teng me. its nt tt i cant feel the sweet things u do. its cos sometimes i reli feel tt it requires alt of effort for me to b more understanding n all. even thou u've bin in cheer for so long n i've alr gotten used to it, i still cant help feeling affected by it. i kp feeling sad, even thou i try my best not to. tts y i kp whining and complaining. its not tt im unreasonable laaa =( i dont mean it, bt i jus say it cos i wan u sayang me oni.

its a reli unsettled feeling to wait for ur sms after trainings on sat. cos i duno if we're gg out, or wld u b too tired. im alwx worried tt we're gg out cos ure scared i'll get angry if we dun and not bcos u wanna spend some time w me. yet its the only time in the wk tt we get to go gai gai =(

u said u nv doubted we wld last. of cos i want us to last. bt sometimes for a moment i jus doubt if im strong enuf. yet when i calm down to think abt it, its been 5 mths. i just cant help loving u more each day. i am super demanding spoilt and unreasonable one. i demand demand demand for many many many more months and years with my darling.

living in wonderland` 14:00

=) smile. its good to smile. it makes u think u feel happy. oh. and play pet society. its good to play such stupid games sometimes. it helps to make u happier!

i wish i can control hw consequences of my decisions affect the pp ard me. since it was my own choice/mistake, i shd bear all the consequences. it shdnt be fair for someone else to be put on a spot because of sth i did. a big mouth said some things to someone else. the facts are right, but some things can be left unsaid. now i have no idea whats going to happen. i hope it wont cause alot of trouble.

im scared u may have to ans alot alot of super awkward qns. sorry for putting u on a spot.

living in wonderland` 18:14

im sick of sad posts. i tink im pms-ing. =( tired.

why should i be what i am not. i dont want it anymore.

living in wonderland` 01:39

v upset. i din wanna ever ever ever be reminded of stupid things. i alr knew the sucky conclusion back then, accepted it and chucked them away. so idiotic to be reminded of it.

the worst part is i only knew the outcome then and now im suddenly filled in with details tt i dont even wanna noe. sucks big time. and to be affected by it sucks even more.

grrrr. i tink im menopausing. so many angry upset and frustrated posts recently.

oh.. went for jiejie's convo photoshoot jus now. the photos were actually nice. and jiejie is super photogenic. but the entire photo choosing n all that was qt screwed up. shall post the photos another time.

living in wonderland` 15:43

veryveryveryvery irritated. roarrrrr. super inefficient!

im tired and sleepy. and i will have eye bags tml and super small eyes and alot of pimples that will pop out due to lack of sleep!

how to take nice photos!

ROAR.

living in wonderland` 03:27

im dam pissed. i CANNOT get to slp. feeling very irritated! roar!

i am so sick of everything.

living in wonderland` 04:55

=) hall 8's dnd is finally overrr! whee. it wasnt perfect, but stillll, many many pp still put in so much effort to make it successfull! thanks to those main commers who spent so much of their precious timeee! and the 10 contestants looked good that day. so happy that everything went well for them! =)

anw the theme was shanghai night. and i guess i was one of the few girls who were super off in non-cheena outfits. haha. almost everyoneeee wore cheongsams! i so super regretted not buying one for myself. =( sighh. oh wells. i really didnt didnt didnt have time! =(((

anwww =) just afew pics i saved frm facebook cos i didnt bring a camera! =) the evening was spent walking here and there almost all the time! no time to tk photos =( heee. but im so happy its all over. and it was ok =) yeahh

dnd main com 07/08 =))




















my fellow co-chair =)


























the lao-pageant girls. =P







































all of the lao-pageant peeps =) love them!




















warm warm hug! =)


























i cant stand myself. weak. when i read the stupid sms jus wanna cry. jus v touched n relieved. another super random thing, some1 said sth to me jokingly, yet i sensed a camouflaged serious tone. super ironic. cos it was true.

living in wonderland` 22:07