some photos frm st nicks carnival tt day. walao i realise. i look super cui. haha sadded. but nvm =) i love stnicks!

yest watched leap years. it was good. the plot, the filming style, the way they tell the story. the story interwines many sad things that can happen between a couple. this movie is just very different. very close to your heart. i duno how to put it, but its different from other love stories. others are still nice, but they just feel so distant. so extreme. so impossibly cliche. thou this one is abit unrealistic also, spanning over four leap years, it feels close to your heart. almost can feel her pain.

tml is a dam bo liao mktg tutorial ppt. and after that im officially done with all my presentations. and this implies sth! exams are crazily near. i need someone to force me to study. please force me to study. im scared. help me. scold me. force me to study. knock my head. study with me! oh mans.

living in wonderland` 22:23

mood: super duper hyper and happy!

today was st nick's food and fun fair! the last one b4 its gonna close down for major renovation. so went back to look see and also take some photos!

wow. first it was reli huge. as in. the variety of stores. food, games, uncle ringo, amusement park rides, household products, flea stores, inflated jumbo play areas, junking machine, accessories, foot massage, tattoos, 100m continuous run for 24 hrs, ... super dam alot of things.

and the food stores was reli SO woww. got swensens, some pizza brand, some donut brand, sweet talk bubble tea, pasta mania, chocolate fondue, 7-11, jumbo seafood, etc etc etc. reli cant finish listing. but its reli dam kwa zhang. JUMBO seafood leh. crab all that.

but aside from all these parts of the fun fair that made it so grand and bigg. i felt that what made me the most happy and excited about going back was the people i met. its been 5 yrs since graduating. and while snava alwx have mini gatherings several times a year, i haven met me classmates for like ... 5 years? thou im seriously not that close to them, but it is reli reli v heartwarming to meet them again. all the memories jus flood back =)

saw alot of pp that i haven seen in like a billion years ... jiahui crystal peggy basilia xiaoyan lynette weiling yueyao christine yeeon angela sueanne lynnette mrs sushila ms jacob and XIAOZHANG!!!!

was so super happy to see xiaozhang. took a photo with her. i look cui but reli treasure that photo. shall post all the photos up when lh send me! =D

act i feel i changed too much since secondary sch. its reli impossible for many of my teacher to recognise me if they din see me totally for 5 yrs or more.

mrs sushila: did i teach you b4?
me: ermmm.. im guen.. hahaha. do you rmb me?
mrs sushilia: omg. is it the guen from ms jacob's class in sec 1? ure from ava?
me: *nods furiously*
mrs sushila: *pats and hugs and pats and hugs*
ms jacob: no wonder you look so familiar! oh my. you look so pretty now! *pats and hugs*

LOLLL! actually abit an shuang. haha so fat last time of cos i dunwan look the same lar.. =P but thats beside the point. its the fact that after 8 yrs and my sec 1 teacher still rmbs me so vividly. i reli reli reli am super touched. reli. =D

and also, seeing some particular people made me feel so happy today. i rmb the time me rj peg jas were so super close, outings and all that. our ROW was super happy. after that slowly drifted but still fond memories. and yeeon, haha a long long long time ago in PRIMARY FIVE. haha. 真够久... we were so close initially. =) i miss my st nicks days actually.

why did i even tink it didnt hold that much memories? theres so much i wanna say im afraid i'd miss something out but i jus wanna conclude by saying:

=) i love st nicks!!!

living in wonderland` 00:28

haha im feeling SUPER DUPER UBER excited now!!!! =D i was surfing the net and i found that there's actually a place called hello kitty land!! OMG. super duper cute! cos got the HUGE life size kiki and lala walking ard taking photos with pp. oh man. super envious ...... i wanna go also. i must must must go. i dun care! I WANNA TAKE PHOTO WITH KIKI AND LALA!!!!!!!!!

i seriously cant seem to calm myself down. haha. and i went to surf and i found that there are so many cute merchandise of little twin stars! OMG.

i reli reli reli reli reli wanna go to hello kitty land =(

living in wonderland` 00:07

if i had a star for every time you made me smile, i would be holding the night sky in my hand.

=) saw this dam sweet quote jus now. i love the stars!

living in wonderland` 19:33

dam freaking scared. why is everything so fcuking cui.

super worried.

panicking like shit.

what should i do what should i do what should i do.

living in wonderland` 17:40

i just hate the entire triple room idea. it sucks. seriously. i dont wanna have to think about what it'll be like stay in hall next semester. also, and as the semester draws to an end, i start thinking, did i do ANYTHING constructive at all this semester? NO. i wish i was not so useless. wish i did at least something that made this semester more memorable.

and im worried =( about sth dam dumb. nvm abt it.

we shd all learn to be more responsible with our actions n words. cos to us it may jus be a sentence. but it may inflict a deep wound in sum1 else's heart.

sighhh. i dont like it when people say things they dont mean. his words hurt her. she's dam silly. and obviously, he did not even mean what he said. but she believed him. and was left disappointed when she realised it was nothing but empty words.

before saying anything, everyone should alwx think. its easy to say things that you dont mean, make empty promises or such. but how about the person, who listens and believes every word u say. that simple sentence makes her day. so can you imagine the disappointment she felt upon realizing that you did not mean what you said? how silly she must have felt to have even believed you cared enough to promise. the feeling of being so foolish and gullible.

living in wonderland` 03:03

omg. when i came home yesterday after almost two weeks of camping in hall... i realised my room was like a tornado. =( so many things lying everywhere. omg. save me. haha. not exactly the sight i expected. by right i not at home it should be super neat and tidy, waiting for me to mess things up. ahhh. i HATE things to be super duper messy. it makes me feel so ... frustrated.

haha im gonna be a good long wkn ahead. not like im super duper free or anithing. but jus feels good to have some relaxing time after rushing reports and ppts last week. =) its just left with the final mktg ppt before its time to seriously mug for the exams.

i have to admit, im super freaked out. im so behind time. haha. i wan my 5.0 this sem =( but it seems almost impossible. hahahaha.

living in wonderland` 15:04

super nice song from 深情密码. the lyrics is really very meaningful.

看到你开心快乐的时候
我的心就像是飞跃的云朵
轻轻的
跟着你的脚步向前走
不让你看到最远的我

听到你哭泣声音的时候
我的手就像是清柔的微风
慢慢的
拭去你的泪水让它走
不需留意最近的我

为什么就只想为你守候
在你身边就够
远近我都接受

每次当你转身的时候　
我的泪在流
却只告诉自己让你　
看到我笑容

每次当你转身的时候　
我的心在痛
只能默默看着你　
就消失在我眼中

伸出手紧握不放你的我
终于明白应该让你更开阔　
紧紧的
拥抱你的身影一分钟
就当作是告别步骤

什么时候开始　
我忘了自己会不会哀愁
为什么明明该哭
却觉得很幸福
在看到你离去的背影

living in wonderland` 17:51

jiejie and mama are sick. quite strong bug cos both of them were down with high fever for afew days. hope they get well soon! =)

i love my family. and im puzzled by sth that darling's cousin said jus now. how can anyone say such things? i seriously feel his mom 白疼他了。i see how much she has put in to give the best to her kids. yet is this how he shows his appreciation? sighh.

was a reli busy week too. there was marketing, tax presentation and iCEE that is currently still not completed. =( stressed. but i hope this will get my studying motor on. i need to start soon.

i love stars. they are really very very beautiful. those small sparkling stars in the sky makes the entire night sky so flawless and beautiful.

this morning went to kbox with darling. after that i got a new keyboard! lol. dont ask y. i aso duno. was too cute to not buy. hee now my comp is full of little twin stars and sanrio characters! haha.


















darling's gg msia. and stupid me only knew like TODAY that he's going on monday. upset =( but i reali rmb the wrong date. sigh.

me and pangpang dearie.






















i was puzzled that day. the earth orbits the sun in a repetitive manner. and the sun stays in place. but what makes the sun stay in place? and why do stars remain at their position permanently? or at least until they die? when a star is destroyed and falls as a shooting star, where does the star end up? does it continue falling into another universe that we dont even know of? t6tally random. LOL =) and i love stars.

living in wonderland` 21:39

=( super angry this morning. the sickening tax quiz seriously ALMOST spoilt my whole day. i studied for it and then STILL SO CUI. what is this man. seriously means i nv put in enuf effort. sighh i know myself lar. i didnt study well enuf. who can i blame? sighhh.

hmm after tt went to meet darling to go for lunch. we ate jap food at this place at dhoby exchange. the food was not bad and the price was quite cheap aso =D not badddd. den we proceeded to do some shopping b4 we went to grand capthrone waterfront for buffet dinner. cos darling's ahma's bday! =D waaaaaaaaa. im getting super fat and i still ate so much. wheee. the roasted potatoes were so super tempting! and the desserts. and the sushi. and the cheese with crackers. omg. hahaha.

one thing that made me super duper enjoy today's dinner was that i realised that i am seriously starting to get really VERY comfortable with darling's extended family. so happy about it. sometimes i find myself really antisocial and i dun really know how to take the initiative to start conversations with those younger cousins. but i suddenly realised it doesnt take much effort cos they are already very talkative and cute =)

YAY im super happy. nicole just casually came to me and told me, you look super hiphop today. haha. den i super happy liao. i guess its officially the first time she initiated talking to me =) for such a shy girl like her! that v simple comment really meant alot =D

hee darling's family took quite alot of photos. if i can get it i will post it up! esp the super lame one with all of us showing our belly in the mirror reflection =D
























i learnt an important lesson today. its really easier to work harder now, and see the sweet results later, than to enjoy now and suffer from disappointment in future. i dont wanna regret not putting in enuf effort. this whole yr i have not been putting in my best, and i know it. i am determined to do well for all my subjects this sem. i can do it =)

but i need to start now.

living in wonderland` 01:06

why do we have to study? =( school would be fun if we had games and activities to inculcate learning. BUT WHY! its all just lectures, tutorials, seminars, quizzes and exams. SIGHH.

why do we push ourselves so hard for? we challenge ourselves, test our limits. but what if one day we exceed our threshold?

we should learn to know when to stop. at least just ensure we have sufficient energy to continue hanging on.

wow. guess what. ITS FORTY TWO DAYS TO EXAMS.

living in wonderland` 17:08

im like so dead. im scared. i have so many things to do within this week.

company law assignment 20%
tax quiz 10%
iCEE flowchart
iCEE report


seems like quite a short list, but im so dead, cos i haven been paying attention to class for the past half sem. i noe in comparison i may seem to be more free than others. but im still stressed! =(

i needa buck up!

living in wonderland` 20:59

went for fap yesterday. was not sure of what to expect. but most people felt it exceeded expectations. certain parts were really very funny b. and reli pei fu the actors.. cos their script was so long! haha. all the long romantic poems....

had dnd's carwash this morning. was quite sian. cos it rained. so we spent most of our time waiting and hoping the rain would stop. but we still managed to get 100++. and we checked out quite alot of restaurants at the upper bukit timah area. the food looked super delicious and some of them were not as pricey as they appeared to be! =D

went to newton circus twice in 24 hours! LOL. ate supper there w lampy aud ching terrence after fap yesterday. =) yummmm. went there for lunch today w ching puifun jeremy and eldine after our carwash, cos adam road's food center was closeddd =( but the food was good too! =D i realised that I EAT ALOT! so paiseh. hahaha.

living in wonderland` 16:31